╚►Avoiding Love➸♥ (｡◕‿◕｡)

I fought this feeling 

i lost
i ignored it
it came back
i try to forget
i remember
i run from it
it catches up
i hide
it finds me
i refuse to listen
it shouts louder
i build up a wall
it knocks the wall down
my heart can deny it
but my face shows the truth
now you will know that...

i love you 

 

To love is to suffer. 

To avoid suffering, 

one must not love. 

But then, one suffers from not loving. 

Therefore, to love is to suffer; 

not to love is to suffer; 

to suffer is to suffer. 

To be happy is to love. 

To be happy, then, 

is to suffer, 

but suffering makes one unhappy. 

Therefore, to be happy, 

one must love or 

love to suffer or 

suffer from too much happiness.

p/s:

I shouldn’t care or wonder how you are, 

but I can’t hide this hurt inside my broken heart. 
I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before because I’m not supposed to love you anymore.

●┼●•» Love-Hurts «•●┼●

Once i was someone,
So in love that i followed,
A man who ripped out my heart,
Leaving my jaded and hollowed.

I have made new friends,
But they don’t fill the void,
Their words of comfort only leave me annoyed.

Such terrible deeds he has visited my way,
But they all seem trivial at the close of The day.

My heart has been stabbed so much it no Longer bleeds,
A heart of its own it knows what it needs.

An end to the pain, 
Though there's not one in sight,
Tormented again and alone every night. 

And at last here i am,
Back at the start,
Everything is the same,
But my poison filled heart.

For all the times,
You weren't by my side,
For all the times,
You just watched me cry.

Everything you put me through,
Hurts me so bad now,
And the pain won’t fade away,
So now I have to live with it every day.

I can’t believe you would do this,
After you told me you loved me,
And I thought it was true,
But I guess you lied.

Now I'm here alone,
Without you by my side,
No one for me to talk to,
About what I'm going through

As I close my eyes, I try to let the past go.

Every time, more stuff starts to show.

It reminds me of more things, I don’t want to know.

When you try to figure out, what parts are true.

 Just give up, because the rest will disappoint you.

You keep on trying, and get hurt as you do.

The thoughts in my head, as I see my mistakes.

I feel all the pain, as I cause all the aches.

All I can see, is that I’m a disgrace.

I look at the ones, whose lives I cause pain.

I feel that I’m the mistake, the one who is to blame.

I shouldn’t live my life, with all of this shame.

My perspective of life, has changed since then.

Can this be fixed, or at least make it end?

With my luck, it will happen again and again.

This is the place, that many call hell.

I live it each day, some can’t even tell.

I show no emotions, on how far I fell.

Just say no to all, because you are the one.

You know the cause,

it’s from everything you’ve done.

Just put it to an end, to help everyone.

♥ Being In Love ♥

The things I have never said

are more than just i love you

You are the reason I live

When you breath in the air

You are the one for me

The sun rises and sets for you

When you say my name

My heart lost her tune

You tell me you love me

You say I miss you

You are the one and

these are the things you never heard

because you have gone away from me

but I still love you with the things i have never said.

I want to be needed,

but i hate to deal people.

I want to be known,

but I always hide.

I act as if i’m happy,

but i feel hollow inside.

I seek for affection,

but left it when found it.

I said I love him,

but i’m sure this won’t last.

Love is God’s gift,

But I believe it can be taken back.

That’s what masks are for.

Whispering wind just passed me by,

it sang me a storm that made me cry,

is it only my love and me left alone,

with nothing ahead I have to see,

eyes seem to have turned into stone.

Why is it that I am feeling this way,

with you still here by me,

But is it because you seem too far away.

What has happened to all that love we shared,

Sometime you make me feel its still there,

and that you still do care,

for just the next moment

Why so you seem empty and hurt inside,

When we feel that we are meant to be,

Or is there something now you seem to hide.

Where is the magic that we felt in the air around,

I feel it draining away even when you are around.

Please tell me the wind got it all wrong,

that our love is still so strong,

I will be alive seeing you happy

that is all I ever want.

I know that thousands of words

are not enough to tell you

my heartily feelings, my emotions,

my passion towards you,

So I want you to see my

feelings, my emotions and

my passion in my eyes,

and through it in my heart.

I wish you could read my face

and come to know about

what I want to say…

Love is like a stream of energy

whoever falls in love, feels

that energy flows through out

the body and life changes into a fairy tale

it seems like we get the power,

passion, happiness, eternity

and wealth of all world.

The greatest refreshment

after a hectic and boring life

is to fall in love with someone.

You feel like you are going

through the process of rebirth

and a new life starts for you.

So experience the process

of rebirth and make yourself

madly fall in love with someone.