tomorrow~

hmmm...
tomorrow dolphin's birthday~
hehe..
wanna give him a big surprise...
but..
can't...
cause we live to far ady.,.
sigh-

how?????
sad..
sobs*sobs*

what should i prepare ya???
any idea??
maybe i will send the present through pos..
haha..

and..
what should i give.. =((((
haizzzz..
no idea now..

hope later my sista and my BFF
will give me some idea..
for what should i give to my dearest dolphin..
hehehe.. =)))))

gurls night ~

well...
last night chatting vf chui teng and jia hui jie jie...
haha.. talk bout someone..
and.. it's just like we all stay in a room..
gossiping bout others.. xDD

it's kinda fun..
love it so much <3<3
haha.. LOL
jie told chui teng about Jason..
OMGosh~
xDD

next monday,
sure this chui teng say me de...
haizzz...
tak boleh tengok*
haha..

going to plan a games day after PMR..
study hard first!!!!
then only play hard..
kekexxx

plan to have a "treasure hunt" day after PMR..
hope my friend will give some idea bout it...
do u guys wanna have a t-shirt???
if yes.. need discussion.. =)))

haha....
felt so excited earlier...
and now..
will be busy within these two month..
preparing for my PMR...

oh ya~
after PMR..
everyday need to go to JS music school..
oh no~!!!!
GOD help me.. xDDD

coz' practical exam is around the corner...
one song also haven't play..
moreover stop for two month becoz' of PMR and my dearest TENNIS~!!!
wakakaka..

going to be a busy woman soon.. xDDD

you're not sorry~!!

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry!!!

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for...

thanks once again!!!!
just trying to erase you from my life!!!
it's hard i know..
but what to do???
i hate you damn much!!!!
you RUIN my life!!!!

F**k!!!!
i hate u JERKS!!!

sadness~

Many of us go through the trauma of losing someone we love,
perhaps that explains the reason why there is no dearth of sad love that make you cry.
After reading these, it would be obviously difficult for someone to hold back their feelings.

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.

It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time

The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel.

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody, but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me.

It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.

A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face
The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up

Its hard to pretend you love someone, when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do

Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had, but I can't because I know you won't come after me & that's what hurts the most

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried.

Since I can't be with you right now I will have to be content just dreaming about when we will be together again

Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends????????

When It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you

Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you

Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there

These sad love that make you cry must have brushed up those memories which you had been desperately trying to forget.

But the fact is that the tears which roll down on reading such sad love actually help you in venting the pain you have been trying to suppress all the while, thus making you stronger from within.

Lastly,
If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they are yours, if they don't they never were.
This itself speaks in volumes about the divine feeling called 'love'.       

schooling time...

well...

today was a fun day...xD

so...

our gang~ (me.. fiT.... KNS... MrS.teng.. hanbin ... jing hung finally... tze shan)

i heard from "her" dad..

he said that.. maybe "she" will be playing tennis after our PMR~

so...

i spread that news to our gang...

then..

everyone said.. NOOOOOOOOOOOO.......!!!!!!!!

wakaka... LOL..

everyone said..

if she play.. we will go away...=)))

i hate her damn much!!!!!!!!!!!

grrrrr.... 

not only me...

all of my gang hate her too... grrrr!!!!!

anyway~

i need to"sabar" "sabar"..xD

tuition time~

i love Miss Yap tuition forever...<3<3

muahaha...

today's tuition was very funny and interesting~

especially sitting beside my DEAREST fiona tan.. xD

so..today we are doing "An adverb for a phrase".

For example.. 

1. i wrote the report  with ease... ( easily) 
2. they fought like dogs and cats. ( violently)

but.. someone said that...

THEY FOUGHT LIKE ANIMAL~  xD

wakaka...sot dao...

and...

he had no calculator...so he added all he figures in his head.

and he said... headily~ xD

this is the reason why i love miss yap tuition..

muahaha... but o...

next week onward..i can't sit beside fiona le..sobs sobs...

coz' both of us  too noisy.. 

until teacher also tak boleh tahan..

kekexxx...

' ~

secret and some jokes...xD

today...
did one perjanjian vf KNS and fiT~
so wuliao...
but very fun eh~
we share some privacy secret~ 
kns secret was so dirty!!!!!!!!
fit and i can't stand him ady..
talk about studies.. his mind will fly to other things..
OMGosh~
that things was sex..>
anyway.. he is still my best friend forever... "sabar""sabar".. xD

FiT told us that dog's snacks was delicious...
ewww...gross!!!!

hahaxx...eventhough i love dog so much..
bt i won't eat dog's food..~ xD

aiksss.... frustrated about something~
GOD~ help me~!!!!

wish my dream come true~

Your friendship means so much to me that...
When you cry..
I cry.
When you laugh...
I laugh....
When you jump out a window...
I laugh some more. . . . . . xD

i love my friends and my sista and my bro too...
they support me when i'm down..
they did lots of things.
to help me to forgot that jerks...
i appreciate it very much...
i love u guys...
no matter what happen to all of u..
i will be there for you guys.. =)))


THIS YEAR.. 
i promise everyone.. especially my parents and teacher...
to score straight A's for my PMR..
and help them in shop..=)))
i believe... i can score all a's.
coz' i have my friends.. parents.. teacher.. and my siblings support..
Gambateh!!!
to all my DEAREST friends... 
GAMBATEH too... i hope everyone will score straight A's..
God bless us..=)))
yeapppiiiii~ muackxxx*

reality~

Whatever
you give to life, it gives you back.. Do not hate anybody.The Hatred
Which comes out from you will someday comeback to you..Love Others.. And
love Will Comeback....

Five frogs are sitting on a log. Four decide to jump off. How many are left? There are still five - because there's a difference between deciding and doing

There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere. It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but a sensible balancing of both.

 

horrible story bout love~

Love is a grand, upper mammilian
fabrication of bullshit. It is
something we as a species have
made up. It is an illusion, it is a
game. Well guess what, I see
through it, it's all smoke and
mirrors. Love is nothing...!!!

I hate love cus if u love with
someone else and u want them
more then other peoples and if u
by mistake to say something
tothem which is not a big thing
and then theywill say to u that u
r a RUBBISH AND DUM PERSON AND
BLA BLA BLA....so,,,,then what u
will be feel??? they will never talk
with u again and left.So, love is
90% kill u and 10 % u can pass
it ....if u r lucky.

im just tired of feeling like my
heart is gonna burt outta my
chest or im gonna cry or
something and and the changes it
makes to my person disgust me
and i dont wanna ever fall in love
again. Falling is dangerous.
Falling can only hurt you.
Love sucks, when the pieces seem
to fit
When you take a swing and miss
it
With nothing left to savor
...
Love sucks, when the hands you
hoped to hold
Throw you out in the cold
Luv sucks!2dy ws jst bt a
Mess.confusd.undecided n sad is
wat i am.hw do u choose 4rm 2
vry precious dins.dins uv grown
fond of.2 vry nice dins.y did it hv
2 hapen nw wen evrydin ws grat
n so satisfactory.it ws ok,a life ful
of joy n hapines.i hd 4goten ma
sorows complitely.my lif ws getin
bak on trak.thot i hd opnd ma...
eyes wide enuf.N Closin dem
again means makin a ful of
maself.Am nt evn goin dea again.i
LUV evrydin new in ma presnt life
n i hate ma past.

. Love is a myth nobody fukn
cares who r wat u luv .....funny
thing is love is just for those who
waste ur time an no matter how
much u show dem dey end up
screwing u over.....so I decided to
laught at Cupid face and get his
arrow n shove it up hi ass and
pull his wings apart and make
sure he eats dem ....but den again
h...e doesn't existeces he is just a
storie just like the word LOVE

Forgive the tears, they are only
bits of
selfishness that could be
contained no longer. I only wish
to keep you
a little longer. Within the
boundaries of my immediate life.
Thank you
for touching my life.And letting
me know you....

I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel
about you every time
I’ve had enough I’m sick of
wishing he was around me every
day, every night
its way too much
...I hate love
I hate love
I hate love

i hate love so much...

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and
it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and
mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit...
of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no
...different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid
life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did
something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your
life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It
eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase
like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love....!!!!!!!!