☆ ♥It's Nearly Christmas☆ ♥

I write this in September
And I can already see my breath
Because the temperature is falling
To fifty degrees or less;
There are frosted mornings
And skies are turning gray;
Next thing, there'll be snowdrifts
Fit for a sleigh.

In stores, they're gearing for Halloween
With pumpkins on display;
After October 31, we'll count the days
To shop til Kris Kringle Day;
Just when I thought the craze was over
And the presents were put away,
Alas! I hear Santa "ho-hoing",
It's nearly Christmas Day.

Christmas is a magical time,
Is there any doubt?
But I'm going to need a psychotherapist
To get my anxeties out!
The sugarplums might be dancing,
But they're messing up my mind;
The silver bells aren't doing much
To help me unwind.

September comes and October goes,
November is just a glance;
Once again, there'll be invitations
To another holiday dance;
I'll decorate the Christmas tree
With icicles, stars, and lights,
But I'll need a ton of eggnog
To get me through this night!

ღ♡ღ Thinking of you II ღ♡ღ

I thought of you today but that’s nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too 
for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head
I hope you've understood everything I’ve said 
this isn't just a joke or a silly lie 

I’d never do anything to make you wanna cry 
I’m sorry if I do something to make you really mad 
it only comes back and makes me really sad 

I really do love you and everything you are 
I hope this relationship gets really far 
I’ll never get you out I simply don't know how 
in fact I’m thinking of you right about now 

you’re everything I need and everything to me 
you know exactly who you are and what you want to be
you always make me smile just by being there 
I hope you know how much I really do care

every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist 
This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list 
the list goes on forever and never will it end 
neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend 
not just a simple friend but a special friend at that
I want to spend my whole life with you

ღ♡ღ Friends Eternal ღ♡ღ

You're a true friend,
that I want you to know,
Our love for each other
has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times,
but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.

You helped me through anger,
you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness,
and kissed away tears.

You stayed by my side
when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy
when the skies were all gray.

You were the rainbow
at the end of the storm.
You help me be different
when I shouldn't conform.

You held my hand
when you knew we would fall.
Every heartache,
you saw me through it all.

I'm not sure
I'm always the best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect,
but this much is true.

When life gets you down,
And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through and
I'll share your concern.

I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver;
Even if we both go down.

Whether we sink or swim
doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be there
whenever you call.

I'll pull you out
when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun
when there's lightning and thunder.

And when it's all over,
And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise,
Of this I am sure,
When the time comes
that we're put to our rest.
Be sure that you know that,
My friend, you're the best.

And if there is Heaven,
then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first
then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon I'll join you,
but just know until then.
That I'll miss you each day
'til I see you again.

At the end of the tunnel,
you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven,
away from the night.

We'll be there together,
and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand in hand
On the streets paved of gold.

♂Do you think of me too??♀

As I lay here in bed
I think of you
I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?

I imagine you're next to me,
Pulling me close, 
I feel your kiss, 
As you caress my skin.

My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second, 
I begin to tremble, 
As I taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air, 
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul 
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch, 
With such ease and tenderness. 

I want this moment to last, 
Not one second can escape, 
I want to stay in your arms, 
But then I suddenly awake. 

It was only a dream, 
Just a desire, 
But in reality, 
You have set my heart on fire.

-It's amazing yet sad and scary, how one minute your life can seem perfect, and within five minutes it can be crushed and all be lost.-

☆ ♥i'm thinking of you☆ ♥

With you I can be fee cause I know you love me 
You'll never judge anything I say and you'll let me be
Every feeling for you I make sure to show
You are the smile on my face if I ever feel low

You're a person who is the best so true and kind
Your love and soul took me 3 month to find
Yet the whole time you were standing in front of me
Yet to the world around us it was so obvious to see

I'm lost in your eyes each time I connect with your heart
In my heart heart and mind you'll always be a part
These feelings continue to grow to the love of my life
You are my sunshine who took away all my strife

You are my eternal life the smile of my soul
Its your presence and love that keeps me whole
You are the dream I see every single night
A love between you and me I must hold tight

I fall in love with you every time I see your face
In your heart and mind I'll be and no other place
You are my should to cry on, we were meant to be
Forever in each others heart, baby thank you for loving me...

~If love WASN'T love~

What if Love wasn't Love, but Love was lust...

And all things known to loyalty were betrayed by trust?

Have passion become misery, sorrow or grief,

Things to which we have in, now valued disbelief.

If misery truly Loved company, then how could it hurt?

Togetherness and happiness... taken for more than they're worth.

What if Love wasn't Love, but Love was lust?

Surely all we know and stand for wouldn't mean much. 

☆ ♥ In the sky ☆ ♥

In the sky I see 
Clouds, black and grey
In the sky I want to be
A bird and fly away

In the sky I see
Stars so bright
In the sky I want to be
The moon and shine my light

In the sky I see
The sun's blinding rays
In the sky I want to be
A cloud to comfort my days