★ Lies ★

Fake smiles,
Fake hugs,
All sugar coated lies,

I can't hurt you,
But, how can I go through?

You look me in the eyes,
Tell me you ARE telling the truth,
But, how can I still tell it's all lies?

You're so hypocritical,
Always finding my flaws,
Telling me my dreams are all a lie,
Putting me down,
Cutting me down,
When all I want is to fly.

How can I call you a friend?
How can I go on?
How can I?
When everything feels so wrong?

Lies covered on lies,
You tell me you're just helping me,
But, how can I touch the sky,
If you won't let me be?

I'm torn.
Like a broken, bleeding heart,
Still alive, still beating,
But missing that one important part.

I can't take much more.

Not with my heart so broken,

Broken beyond repair.

Not when my mind is so sore.

So please,
I'm begging you,
Can you leave me?
Just let me be?
I don't want you here,
Holding me down,
Not letting me fly,
Fly out of this,
This frozen land...
Let me fly into the sky...
Where I can breathe...
And where I know,

It Isn't All A Lie.!!!!

·٠•Regrets??•٠·

If only...i could get one more chance to change the things...
i would have gone to the past...and never had fought with him on such stupid topics...
though the mistake wasn't completely mine..
but i can focus on one thing.,..
i always believed on letting on...
and he tried to hold on...

but now he’s gone...
and i could understand what it means to be alone...
and i don’t want to be alone...
i wish he could give me one more chance...
just to wake myself up..
and i promise...
this time...i ll try my best....to make this work out...
because...i really want to...
i know...what it means by....being ALONE>...:'(

~♥♥~

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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

It Pains Inside But I Never Said A Word,
.
I Always Said I Love You But You Never Heard,
.
Louder Than Thunder Was Scream, When I Cried,
.
Still You Went Away No Matter How Hard I Tried..!

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and now you already had a new lover.. that's what i know from your friend..

i might not know the truth..

but somehow i wish you good luck in your future with your loves one!

no matter how hard it is! 

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥!

i will still support you as your friends.

I will wait till the day that you’re regrets! >_< lols* 

♥-changing herself-♥

well...

things goes on and on..

as i've been so active in the Interact Club     

and ignore my parents & sister advice..

till i get bad results and get scolded..

that's how bad i am ( the past )

but since that day..

everything change..

i could even scare for my own future..

my dad keep advice me..

and i got the support from my family..

that's why i gotta change myself today..

i promise them to get a better result in my next exam!

and i hope that i would not involve in any relationship things with boys! >_<

myself today is gotta change my past

and have my own priority, future, love for family 

and of course i will put GOD first.. ♥♥

Originally posted by

Peggy ペギー