✖ Love's Pleasure And Pain ✖

I'm trying to figure out

what love is supposed to be about

In the beginning you're always so nice

But in the end, you're as cold as Ice

In the end, when you look in their eye's

That's when you realize all their lies

In the beginning you would never think

That they could be so mean in a simple blink

I told you once

I told you twice

that when you love you pay the price

You feel so empty

Cold and blue

So stressed out

And so confused

The one who made you so happy and glad

Is the same one who is making you sad and mad

When one tries to talk about wanting them to stay

The other just turns and walks away

When i smile

For a little while

i realize it's fake

i'm just trying to hide my heartache

After i realize that love was a mistake

Once i realize you're gone

i automatically ask myself what i did wrong

my heart starts going insane

From all the pain

i ask myself how i'm gonna stay sane

My heart keeps tearing

Because, i'm the only one caring

i try not to care

So i try to glare

i try to get away,

and i try to convince myself that I'll be okay.