ღi miss my childhood daysღ

I miss my childhood, Miss my mommy’s lap, The lullabies that my grandpa sung, The breakfast my granny prepared for me. I miss my childhood, Miss the brother-sister fights, The way the small secrets we kept, The days we dreamt of becoming someone big. I miss my childhood, Miss the friends’, who were never mean, The teacher so caring, The playground where we played for hours’. I miss my childhood, Miss my dad’s arms which did hold me and wrapped me throughout, The chocolates he bought so frequently, The wonder rides he took me to. I miss my childhood, Miss the tree where I sat for hours, The teddy which was my life,  And the way you consoled me dad whenever I cried….  i miss my childhood days no worries, no responsibilities, no heartaches, no pain, It was so much easier. Just plain fun & innocence

✟- CONFUSED about LOVE-✟

My knees start to shake
when you're in sight,
my minds filled with wonder
my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 
when did it start 
how can I listen to my mind
without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 
what should I do? 
I can't think of anything 
except of you.

Should I ignore you 
or just give it time
I can't think straight 
my heart controls my mind.