♥-changing herself-♥

well...

things goes on and on..

as i've been so active in the Interact Club     

and ignore my parents & sister advice..

till i get bad results and get scolded..

that's how bad i am ( the past )

but since that day..

everything change..

i could even scare for my own future..

my dad keep advice me..

and i got the support from my family..

that's why i gotta change myself today..

i promise them to get a better result in my next exam!

and i hope that i would not involve in any relationship things with boys! >_<

myself today is gotta change my past

and have my own priority, future, love for family 

and of course i will put GOD first.. ♥♥

Originally posted by

Peggy ペギー

★Learn To Let Go★

I wrote this poem when I was going through a hard time dealing with a break-up. 
I was watching TV, and I heard the words "You've gotta learn to just let go". 
Those words really stuck with me. So I grabbed my notebook and started writing. 
I hope this poem helps some of you get through those hard break-ups.

We had a lot of fun
When we were together
I'll never forget
I'll always remember

The laughs that we shared
The dreams that we had
But those dreams changed
And they left me sad

I know you've moved on
And found someone new
But I have to admit
I still wish for you

This isn't healthy for me
I really need to stop
When I think about our past
My heart wants to pop

So as I say my last goodbye
I want you to know
That I'm trying my best
To learn to just let go

You told me you loved me and that you cared.
You promised sweet kisses and to always be here.
You were once so good and kind, gentle and so very sweet.
When just thinking of you my knees grew weak.

When you're hands were in mine, chills ran up my spine.
Now my world is upside down
All the silence is now sound.
Fantasies are nightmares, dreams are like hell

You don't hold my hand and I wonder who is it I am sharing my man with.
Your lies are effecting me, stressing me, making a mess of me.
I can't even vibe with you, especially
knowing you had her in your arms.

The same ones that used to protect my worries and stop my fears.
The hands that wiped away my tears.
The lips that once gave sweet kisses and spoke soothing reassuring words
The once welcoming sincere smell of you shirt now makes me sick to my stomach.

Sick to the pit.
I know I must face the truth.
I hate this s**t. I want to hate you but all that will do is cause pain to me.
Only God knows how this is effecting you.

And silly me still in love.
Me. You. We. Her. You. Me. Pain. Sorrow. Resentment. You

♪♪♫•¨• Teddy Bears! ¸¸.•¨•♫♪

Cute?? 

That's for sure.!!! 

it's my 1st teddy i got from my mom! 

Thanks mummy..!! 

How bout this HUGE BEARS??

It's was one of my favorite!

My mum and grandma went to Australia 

and bought it back for me..!!

really love it..!

thanks grandma and mummy!

 This dogs is from my sister..!

hahha.. just because she know that 

i love dogs that's why

she purposely buy it for my birthday present.!!

yipee~♥

That's all for today that i could upload! 

hahax!! ♥ ♥

ღ(｡◕‿◕｡)ღ

✖ What's Love??? ✖

Love hurts..

But it should never strike!

Love can be lovely..

But should never tell you what to do!

Love should listen..

Not ignore your feelings!

Love should be there all the time..

                                     Not only when love wants!

    Love should be special..

     Not a trip to the hospital!

  Love is a commitment..

   Not a call once a month!

 Love should be happy..

No tears should flow!

Love should be forever..

Not a broken heart!

is what love wants

But your the only one that controls the love

So, whats love? 

Love is a thing shared by two

Love is what you feel for me and you

Love is precious when its shared

Love is danger when its dared

Love wanders and searches for the one

Love plays and just do it for fun

Love lets you hear love songs to emote

Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote

Love makes the world go around

Love makes us happy if the one we love

is finally found

Love turns the world upside down

Love cheers us never with a frown

Love makes you cry

Love sacrifices and says goodbye

Love has its own reason and time

Love can make someone you love "mine"

Love makes a person kiss

Love makes a person miss

Love is experienced by all

Love conquers when you fall

✖ Love's Pleasure And Pain ✖

I'm trying to figure out

what love is supposed to be about

In the beginning you're always so nice

But in the end, you're as cold as Ice

In the end, when you look in their eye's

That's when you realize all their lies

In the beginning you would never think

That they could be so mean in a simple blink

I told you once

I told you twice

that when you love you pay the price

You feel so empty

Cold and blue

So stressed out

And so confused

The one who made you so happy and glad

Is the same one who is making you sad and mad

When one tries to talk about wanting them to stay

The other just turns and walks away

When i smile

For a little while

i realize it's fake

i'm just trying to hide my heartache

After i realize that love was a mistake

Once i realize you're gone

i automatically ask myself what i did wrong

my heart starts going insane

From all the pain

i ask myself how i'm gonna stay sane

My heart keeps tearing

Because, i'm the only one caring

i try not to care

So i try to glare

i try to get away,

and i try to convince myself that I'll be okay.

ღi miss my childhood daysღ

I miss my childhood, Miss my mommy’s lap, The lullabies that my grandpa sung, The breakfast my granny prepared for me. I miss my childhood, Miss the brother-sister fights, The way the small secrets we kept, The days we dreamt of becoming someone big. I miss my childhood, Miss the friends’, who were never mean, The teacher so caring, The playground where we played for hours’. I miss my childhood, Miss my dad’s arms which did hold me and wrapped me throughout, The chocolates he bought so frequently, The wonder rides he took me to. I miss my childhood, Miss the tree where I sat for hours, The teddy which was my life,  And the way you consoled me dad whenever I cried….  i miss my childhood days no worries, no responsibilities, no heartaches, no pain, It was so much easier. Just plain fun & innocence

✟- CONFUSED about LOVE-✟

My knees start to shake
when you're in sight,
my minds filled with wonder
my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 
when did it start 
how can I listen to my mind
without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 
what should I do? 
I can't think of anything 
except of you.

Should I ignore you 
or just give it time
I can't think straight 
my heart controls my mind.